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Liburahaaan.ahaaan.

Tanggal berapa sih, sekarang? 26 mei 2011 ras-_- yap. dan gue  menjalankan liburan gak kayak orang liburan. kadang lucu kalo difikir ya? pas sekolah, ngidam liburan gitu. ngmg ke teemen 'hoy.liburan mau kemana?' 'oh! gue mau kesini gilaaa!' dan kita beradu untuk ke tempat yang lebih bagus. wkwkwk. piss^^V tapi kenyataanya.  liburan gak seindah paradise island atau pulau bidadari-_- kita cuma excited di awal, dan di akhir kita mati busuk.........#Krik.

Dan busuknya, gue masuk diantara orang itu. gue mati kebosanan sekarang. ngomong udah mulai ngelantur gak jelas. Mau pergi kemana juga sama siapa, udah gitu kantong celana gue bahkan bolong. dan dompet usang udah gue kubur di taman depan rumah^^ Gaulkan? bagi yang menemukan. jagaaa yaaa, itu dompet 7 turunan.cuma entah kenapa kalo sama gue. dia ngambek, dan nganga sebesar mungkin. membiarkan gue menghabiskan teman hidup dia dengan cepat dan percuma *duit*

dan sekarang gue disiini. ngepost posting yang bahkan gue sendiri gak tau tentang apa-_- biarlah. ini blog saya. welcome to my world. Sebenernya kalo bored to death, gue gak sampe taraf itu, *belum* sebenernya juga kemaren gue cukup seneng kok^^ 

1. Gue dateng pembukaan Inlabs. and it was ROCK! A-W-E-S-O-M-E. gatau harus ngmg apa, disitu ada 4 orang berkumpull dan mereke perform menirukan suara alat musik pake mulut. semacam accapela. tapi accapela aapa bukan, entah juga gue gak tauu-_-

2. Kemaren gue farewell!!! : D. dimana? Bidakara. komen pertama bokap&nyokap 'ada juga orang di Bidakara, nikahan! ini farewell anak SMP' dan saya hanya membalas ngikik-ngokok. dan maalam sebelumnya, dinti dan mega menginap, alias numpang tidur *ihik* dirumah gue. kita bercanda-ria. yang harusnya jam 10-an udah tidur, karena ada janji salon jam setengah 7. kita malah bercandaan, pake adu mulut di twitter.padahal kita sebelahan.wk. oke, dan kita tidur jam? setengah 2!! but i'm having so much fun! Farewellnya? jangan ditanya.............................

Yang cewek cantik semua *gue pengecualian* bener-bener pada......., keren, rambutnya di modif *emangmobil?* dressnya ada yang casual, ada yang mini sweet gitu. macam-macam.

Yang cowok juga.....................................Speechless maker! elo pula bocah! lo............-_-pret ah! intinya, disitu para kaum adam angkatan 17 ini hanya bermodal, celana-kemeja-dasi-jas-sepatu. atau gak celana-kemeja-jas-sepatu, dan yang paling speechless tapi gak keluar dari label spechless maker celana-kemeja-sepatu. casual! and awe-some <3!!

Here goes, some photos^^

Me & Devina  

 DIni - Me - Dinti 

Dinti - Karima - Fida 

Mega & Me

 Devi - Mega - Me

 Similikiti <3

Devina - Dini - Mega - Me

Ada Apa ajaa? gue gak inget urutan acaranya......... tapi kurang lebih, yang tampil itu

- Pemutaran Video angkataan^^

- Accoustic1 s/d Accoustic 3

- Pembacaan Award dari angket angkatan^^

- Guru Labschool tampil! dengan nama 'forlacendrix Band!' love them banget <3!!

- Maliq & D'Essentials

- DJ Utaaa

- Pembacaan Award Guru

- Momen Tali Kasih : disini wali kelas 9A-Axel 2. di persembahin bunga gitu dari setiap ketua kelas, kelas mereka^^

- Renungan & pembacaan puisi. karya Arya Bagus Pratama

- Salim sama semua guru & WOTK 

dan acaranya selesai disitu. 7 jam! gilakaan! tuhkan 7 lagi! gue cinta emang sama angka 7 *?* :'D 

My dearest Forlacendrix! thanks for the most wonderfull 7 hours in my life! ♡ FLCX xoxo

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain
Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

*********************

What's the point?

I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity mr!

Should i fall another moment?

there're to much words in this world.

But i can't even use 1 words to describe how do i feel to you rite now.

What the hell is wrong?

Nothing.

We.... just have changed. 

We grow up. and nothing's gonna be the same again. rite?

i hate that like hell y-e-a-h!

i can't describe it.

Ma-Lesson.

Hey-yo! thereeee!

This time i'm gonna talk about ma-Lesson. it's ma guitar lesson.

it's not that i'm taking a course. naaah-_- i don't want it.

So?

Yeap! i have ma own teacher! and you've known in previous post that i'm addict to this thing. so after i got it. i go and tell everyone :p include him. :O

Yaps Guys! ma teacher in this lesson is ma friend! acctually ma besties! he has been ma friend since i was in elemntary school.

He is Lesmana Aditya!

 it's him. when he was in elemantary. cute? naaah. just. usual, but he's kind. and i've told yaaa. he's ma besties ;)

it's pitty that i can't get his newest photos. this is what i've got. he became very talll! i mean, really really tall! here he goes! on the left side.

And...... He came to my house.

After i told him, that i have brought a guitar. and i need a lesson. he offer me. so he came to my house, and teach me some technics and also some songs. 

Anyway! he went to my house in friday. so, he's gone for an hour for prayer friday. 

at that time, i took a picture.

what picture?

This!

Left : His Guitar! wich, is, so........... great! i his guitar is comfort to play! i swearr!! i envy him!

Right : My guitar. no. comment.

And..... it's me. with his guitar. dreamiing.... that, it was mine. naah-_- just silly dreams. the point is. i want to have guitar like his guitar! that's!

This is not the first time he came to my house. This is the second time. but, the different is when the first time he came to my house. i haven't had a guitar yet. so i play his guitar :p

We spent about 4-5 hours in my house. mostly not playin guitar but talking. he go to 118JHS wich, that's different from me. we share a lot of stories, i told him about bocah, tazmania...... :p -_-V and he told me about his girlf! well! that's nice day! really!

Just wanna say. Thanks bro!

Just. STOP!

Could you please stop that?!


Stop buying me thoose things, and let me USE THEM ALONE!!!
STOP BUYING THOOSE THINGS, IF YOU DON'T MEAN TO PLAY WITH ME
STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE!! 
STOP GIVING ME THOOSE WHOLE BULLSHIT IF YOU DON'T MEAN TO CATCH ME!!
JUST STOP!!


Words. can have an effect. HUGE effect. if you don't take care of them well.
So you better shut up your damn mouth. and live your life, and let me live mine.

Crashed. Destroyed. That's all.

Pernah ngerasa capek gak? 

Capek akan segala hal.

well i have. rite now. 

Capek ngingetin  kalo elo alasannya bukan orang lain.

Capek ngingetin  kalo elo yang buat gue teriak

Capek bilang ke dia elo bahan omongan gue ke semua orang itu elo.

Capek ngejelasin ke elo, kalo gue CAPEK denger elo nyengin gue sama orang lain, padahal gak ada orang lain

Capek ngeliat elo yang selalu ngelak saat gue ajak ngomong

Capek ngeliat elo yang selalu marah saat gue sapa

Capek saat lo ngajak gue ngmg dan akhirnya cuma bertengkar

Capek ngeliat lo deket sama cewek lain

Capek kena marah atau jutekan lo saat gue berharap lo cuma pengen ngobrol sm gue

Capek denger lo ngomong capek. sakit dengernya. padahal gue cuma sapa. gue kangen becanda sama lo.

Capek liat elo. padahal gue gabisa.

Capek 

Capek 

Capek 

Capek 

Lebih dari capek disuruh keliling 10x lapangan

Lebih capek daripada disuruh bersihin 1 istana

Lebih capek daripada lari 13 km

Lebih capek dairpada gatidur 2 hari.

Harus kayak apalagi ngomongnya?

Harus pake bahasa apalagi ngomongnya?

Harus kayak gimana lagi ngomongnya?

Harus berapa kali lagi ngomongnya?

HAH?!!!

Song : somebody's me - Enrique Iglesias

Hey you. it's you. Can you read this fuckin post?

02052011.

Hai.  ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ 


Hari ini tanggal? dua-mei-duaribusebelas. oke. jadi kenapa mau mosting ras? ada alasan? ada kali ini. ha-ha. jadi..........ceritanya, anda tau tidak? gue beneran pengen-benget-sangat-amat-teramat-pengen punya alat musik yang dimainin dengan cara di genjreng!! apa itu? ukulele? No. Gitar!! Yes! 


Gue ngidam, atau kepengen atau bermimpi atau semua kata sejenisnyalah, ingin memiliki alat itu sejak gue masih duduk di bangku kelas 8C! tapi apa daya. bokap&nyokap membuat peraturan, kalo pengen sesuatu harus nabung sendiri. na?bung. Itu hal yang sulit dilakukan, apalagi bagi anak perempuan labil yang banyak maunya plus uang jajan pas-pasan seperti saya~^^~ 
Jadi gue memutuskan untuk menabung semampunya. dan gak kesampean juga, uangnya belum juga terkumpul setelah 4 bulan lebih menabung. dan yap! saya emang gabakat nabung! uangnya udah keburu dipake sama hal yang lain.........................................HEHE


Pembelaan gue!


- Gue masih 14 tahun 


- Gue masih penngen pergi sama temen-temen, entah itu makan/nntn keluar


- Gue juga masih pengen jajan (?)


- Banyak banget yang pengen gue beli!




Lalu, kemaren saat H-7 UN. gue.........berusaha membujuk papah^&^ supaya bisa menyisihkan sedikit bagian dari dompetnya untuk alat genjreng satu itu. awalnya papa menolak, trus stelah membujuk, bilang itu buat kado ulang tahun&blaaaaa..... intinya membujuk setengah mati. Papah, bersedia membelikan setelah gue melaksanakan ujian nasional :D NICE.


Setelah, saya telah berhasil melalui 4 hari yang stressnya bukan main kepalang. saya kembali teringat sama alat genjreng&petik ituuuu...... jadi gue bertanya sama Ayahanda. dan Ayahanda bilang nanya Ibunda dulu. padahal besok udah minggu tuh, har tepat, semua libur, toko buka. akhirnya gue sebagai anak labil yang gila kembali mendesaak, and?


Yeppeaaay!!! Besoknya kita membeli barang yang sudah menjadi mimpi gue 1 tahun lebih :)


Mau tau? gue jatuh cinta sama barang ini......................... ini! Ini! ini! yang bikin gue teriak!

Gilaakan? gue mimpiin itu alat,benda atau aapapun itu ada di tangan gue selama 1 tahun lebih, dan sekarang? YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! IT'S MINE!

2011

it's almoust always looks like

But Then......

and you'll be loke like

 can't get him out of your mind and start wandering....... if you could be like

This.... playing with him.

And when you're with him or saw him.......

And you'll think that, that's not change anything.

And you started to gettin tired...... & almoust give up!

 But then, he cames. and give you another 'camera of lfe'

And make you see...... what you've missed. this whole long time!

Just Because.......

Just because...........................

 of this silly hope

 this silly person. 

I.......

am waiting for somethin that never happend 

 arrived in front of his door and do nothing.

and thingking, wanna........

sream that sentence out loud for you........ 

with a song that i made.

but............. i'm not that brave. so i just sit there. and do nothing.

it's just a lyrics

Turn Around - Bruno Mars

Ah Ah I Don't Know Why Why

It Seems Like Every Other Night You Pick A Fight Fight

And I Know I Do The Same

Be Calling You Out Your Name

This Is Not What Lovers Are Supposed To Do Do

You Tell Me To Go I Start Walking Out

But We Both Know What We're All about

We Fuss Fight and Scream and Its All Because Of Love

But you and I both know We Ain't Never Giving up

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

Now wait, wait Before You Say Say

Something You Know You'll Take Back Later on Today

Sometimes You Drive Me Crazy But I Love You Babe

All I Ask Is That You'll Always Appreciate Me

You Tell Me To Go I Start Walking Out

But We Both Know What We're All about

We Fuss, Fight and Scream But Its All Because Of Love

But you and I both know We Ain't Never Giving up

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

Ain't Nobody That Can Love Me

Like You Love Me

That's Why I Always Turn Around

For you You Y-You You You....

Ain't Nobody That Can Love Me

Like You Love Me

That's Why I Always Turn Around

For you You Y-You You You....

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

******************

Stutter- Maroon 5

I really, I really

Whoa oh, I really need to know
(I really, I really)
Whoa oh, or else you gotta let me go
(I really, I really)

This time I really need to do things right
Shivers that you give me, keep me freezing all night
You make me, shut up oooh yeah

I can’t believe it I’m not myself
Certainly I’m thinking about no one else
You make me, shut up

I really, I really need to know
Or else you gotta let me go
Oooh

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is just you and me always

Give me affection I need your perfection
Cause it feels so good you make me
s-stutter, stutter

If I could touch you I’d never let go
Now you got me screaming
And I cannot, shut up, oh, shut up, yeah

Now I am lying on a bedroom floor
Barely even speaking and I cannot, get up

And I really, I really, I really need to know
Or else you gotta let me go
Ooooh

You’re just a fantasy, girl, it’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is, you and me always

Give me affection I need your protection
‘Cause you feel so good, you make me
S-stutter, (I really, I really) stutter, stutter

You knock me down I can’t get up
I’m stuck
Gotta stop shaking me up
I can’t eat, can’t sleep can’t think sane
Get under, sinking under

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is you and me always

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always

Give me affection
I need your protection
‘Cause it feels so good to make me
S-stutter

(I really – I really)
You make me s-stutter
(I really – I really)
You make me s-stutter