Happy 4th Month Anniversary

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
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I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

Happy 4th Month Anniversarry Raden Mas Tryananto Djoko Wicaksono.

aku tau, 4 bulan itu belum bisa dibilang lama.

paling orang bilang " alah apasih 4 bulan aja sok begitu" but well.... i think that's still a time for me.

Mau berapapun itu, berarti kamu udah jagain aku dari awal kita bikin janji sampe anniv kita 4 bulan ini.

i'm soorry for bein unperfect, sorry for keep complainin, sorry for not understandin.

Thanks for everythin that you gave me in this 4 months.

Lagu di atas, tema kita hari ini ya :) Laguku buatmu.

i dont want nothing but lovin you!

Je T'aime Sonny!

Logic.

Gue pengen nulis sesuatu, tapi gatau gimana cara nulisnya, gimana ngungkapinnya.

semuanya bukan tentang foto yang dipajang. tapi seberapa ikhlas senyum di foto itu. 

semuanya bukan tentang huruf yang di rangkai di bio twitter. tapi apa arti dari kata hidup itu di saat lo jalaninnya

semuanya bukan tenta kata kata yang melibihi limit "biasa" tapi gimana lo nepatinnya.

Bung. saya tak tahu perasaan saya ini disebut apa.

saya tak tahu juga bagaimana menyikapinya dengan bijak.

Tapi izinkan saya berkata, kata yang sedikit egois.

walaupun semua bukan tentang cover tapi tentang isi,

tidak pernah dikatakan salah jika kita ingin menampilkan cover yang bagus untuk menarikkan?

semuanya memang sudah menjadi sikap manusia.

Bung. 

bolehkah?

When

When He's not around.......... "inget gimana dulu perjuangan lo ketemu dia pas pdkt. gimana awalnya gimana akhirnya lo bisa ketemu. Inget gimana dia ngusahain semuanya biar tepat."

When he didn't answer your call......."inget pas lo juga gak angkat telfon dia. saat emang lo gabisa jawab. Inget gimana gaenaknya elo gajawab telfon dia padahal lo pengen. itu yang dia rasain juga"

When he laugh with other girls........ "inget lo bilang ke dia lo juga butuh kehidupan. dan lo juga ketawa sama temen temen cowok lo yang lain, dan dia gak ngekang sams sekali."

When he broke his promise.........." punch him rite in his heart & face. but then forgive him. semua manusia. lo gak akan bsia sepenuhnya benci sama dia, karena dia juga yang buat lo lebih menyayangi hidup."

When he forgot something about you......"Inget apa yang pernah lo lupa tentang dia. ingetin dia, kasih dia cara buat inget sama lo. bukan maksa dia inget sama lo. lo emang "seseorang" dalam hidup dia, tapi lo bukan segalanya."

Kalo mau liat apa kelanjutan kalimatnya, blok aja diantara dua tanda kutip.

Intinya, apapun yang udah dia lakuin..... gimanapun juga dia manusia, disa punya kekurangan. jangan tuntut banyak hal dari dia. tapi beri dia banyak hal, biar dia juga ikut memberi. 

Keep your smile up! and give him all you can do! :) 

Beautifull-dream.

hey you!! kalian, tau postingan gue sebelum ini? tepatnya 2 sebelum ini? yeah, about that weirdow dream.
wanna know some facts?
it becomes reality dude. 


i wanna cry out-loud. ha-ha. it's just i'm to happy. 
eventough not exactly like my dream, there're few things that changed. but still...... G-O-S-H
Thanks abi :) Love you! 

Child-ing

Semua pasti pernah ya? berada dalam satu posisi. posisi apa?
posisi nentuin pilihan :)

layout.

HALLO
gue ganti Layout lagi duuun. sabar yah, yang punya blog emg ababil beud^^
bdwbdw.

I LOVE YOU :*
bye!

Da-mn!

I dunnah. but i've dreamed about this, for 3 times.


" it's monday afternoon, and the scholl's bell has just ringed. that's our sign to go to the heaven :) hell-yeah! just like usual..... i go to the school gate with my friends, talkin about hows school today, and what are we goin to have tomorrow. we are laughin, and tellin each other joke. havin so much time! damn! how beautiful it will be, if we just have to do this at school. 


But then..... i stopped. shock-ly. there's someone standin out of the gate. someone i know. someone who smillin at me, rite now. i never think that he will stand rite there. so i run into him, and actin like a stone for a few seconds. surprized! 


"hey....." said that person
"hey.... what r u doin here? i mean.... yeah, what are you doin here?" replied me. with a little bit smile.
" me? haha, nothin. just want to pick you, i want to take you out. jst for a walk. i can do that, can't i?"
"wowho! pick me? take me out? is this a special date? this's not ur anniversary niether my birthday or yours..... what's goin on?"
"is there has to be sumethin to take you out girl? haha, nothin. i just wanna go with you. shall we?"
" oh... hokaaay. let me tell my friends first kay? where do we wanna go?"
" just come with me! come on! we dont have much time dear...."
"kay! 1 minutes" then i run away to my frieends, and tell the whats happen. and they're smillin and let me go. so i run into him. with a big smile he grab my hands and starts to walk.


i can't tell you the whole story. but the point is. i go with him to someplace. and he gives me surprise. sumethin that i never think about. and.... we're spendin that WHOLE day. together. untill night, and he drives me home :)"


Hayoloo. what's that's suppoused to mean?
i don't care. 
i just want to be with ya. hey ya!

UDAH NYERAH

NYERAH PAKE BAHASA BERAT
NYERAH GAK TO THE POINT
UDAH AH FRONTAL AJA

GUE KANGEN SAMA LO.
LO
SONNY
ABI
ENDUT
KAKAK
KAKEK
PACAR

RADEN MAS SONNY TRYANANTO.


ARGHHFT. lo kemanaaaaa!!! 

Facts.

Hai.
Saya sedang banyak pikiran minggu ini.
bulan ini.
detik ini
jam ini
menit ini
hari ini
saat ini.

Arghhh! saat yang lain memikirkan tentang nilai dan pelajaran.
saya memikirkan anda bung.
Mungkin terkesan biasa, layaknya udara yang dihirup sama kita per harinya.

Tapi kali ini terasa berbeda. sangat ber-be-da.
Haaaah, perasaan apa itu?
yang sangat ingin bertemu.
Yang sangat ingin melihat paras senyumnya?
Yang sangat ingin menghabiskan waktu dengannya?
yang ingin berada di pelukannya?
aku lupa apa mereka memanggilnya.
yang jelas ini menyiksa.
sakit dan lelah.

Kapan kau akan datang?
kapan kau nyanyikan lagu itu lagi?
hah.
Aku mohon.
Aku tidak melebihkan apapun kali ini.
hanya 1 hari habiskan.
bersama dengannya.

terlalu rakuskah?
Aku tak berkata kau tak pernah memberi.
hanya saja, perasaan kekanakanku.
menginginkan sosokmu disini. sekarang.
salah?
tak perduli lagi aku.
pergilah saja dengan rasa itu.
yang jelas aku ingin kamu,
sekarang. S!

kau boleh anggap ini hiperbola. atau aku sudah gila.
Tapi bolehkah aku minta tolong?
carikan orang dibawah ini untukku.
beritahu dia, kalau aku sangat ingin memeluknya sekarang.
terima kasih :)

CONGRATS 07.10.11

HALLO!! POSTINGAN KALI INI SEMANGAT YA!! HAHA IYA-DONG :D
SEMANGAT MAU NGUCAPIN INI NIH.....

CONGRATS!! Pasangan Baru yang ucul dan unyu!!!!

Mega Kartikawati - Fachri Satya P.

Congrats ya kalian berdua!! lo berdua harus selalu jadi pasangan ucul dan unyu yang gapernah berenti bikin gue iri ya kawan-kawan :)
ada pesan buat penganten baru, eh pasangan baru nih :)

buat mega......


Mega. kamu harus tau betapa bahagianya aku. mengetahui ada penyatuan 2 insan, dan itu kamu. Ah :") mengingat perjuanganmu dengan orang yang belum tepat, hari yang rusak, air mata yang keluar, teriakan yang tercipta..... aku seneng banget akhirnya kamu bahagia mega :) jaga baik-baik ya fachrinya. aku tau kamu bisa! ({}) aku tau kamu bisa nempatin diri dengan baik. kamu harus terus percaya fachri ya :) banyak cewek yang tidak seberuntung dirimu madam, mendapat kebahagiaan :* jadi jaga baik-baik kebahagiaan ini, oke? 


Buat fachri....
hallo. gue mungkin gak kenal elo. jadi kenalan aja ya! nama gue laras :) gue temen smp mega. gue gamau ngmg banyak, takut dibilang sotoy hehe. gue cuma mau bilang congrats ya sama temen gue! langgeng ya lo! jagain dia ya, plissss. jagain dia!! perjuangan yang udah dia tempuh gak seindah pelangi, gue yakin lo bisa kasih ending pelangi ke dia :) maaf sksd. but i mean it, take care of her....carefully. 


ADIOS!!

Selamat :)

finnaly ya!
eventough gak ada deklarator resmi. gue kira, kita udah resmi selesai maslaahnya disini. selamat ya :)
selamat menempuh lembaran baru.
Lo harus langgeng sama dia bro!

Saya tahu, persahabatan kita gabakal seakrab dulu.
but im still pray for the best for you ;)
Saling mendoakan saja.
Gue doakan lo langgeng ya. longlast. everythin the bezt!

doakan juga, gue langgeng sama dia. langgeng sama tazmania gue.
Jadi kita sama-sama bahagia dengan "dia" masing-masing. :)
Lo langgeng dengan "dia"-elo
Gue langgeng dengan "dia"-gue.

Adios!!

Cody Simpson - Crazy But True [Lyric Video]

Ini juga. sama aja unyunya. AHAHA. kalo dinyanyiin ini gue balom balik udah terbang ke galaxy lain *eh

Tapi emang bener. dengerin saja monggo

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Cody Simpson - Not Just You [Lyric Video]

Langsung Speachless denger lagu ini. HAHA <3<3<3<3

salahkah?

salah gak sih?
Salah gak, kalo gue berfikirann kayak gini?
salah gak kalo gue sesantai ini?
salah gak?

Gue udah janji gabakal ngeluh lagi sama masalah yang ada. karena semua pasti ada jawabannya...
Tadi gue menjalankan rutinitas baru seblum uts gue.
makan pagi di kantin. 
suasana kantin pas uts ya...... sudah bisa dibayangin-lah-yah.
rame-penuh-ricuh.

Lalu, tadi gue dan beberapa temen..... memilih tenpat yang lebih sepi. biar tenang makannya.
dan kebetulan ada 1 meja panjang yang di sisi kirinya cuma dihuni sama seorang kaum adam dan seorang kaum hawa. :) kalian pasti memikirkan apa yang gue pikirinkan? YOHA-HOHO-HIHI.

asik ya?
Jadi, si kaum adam duduk bersebelahan dengan si kaum hawa. sambil bercnada menjelaskan materi yang terdapat di buku di depannya. gue gak yakin materi itu masuk, but who cares dude?
they seem havin so much fun. laughin......., smillin to each other. in the other side, people are busy studying for the mid term, and them? just havin a-lot-of-fun with their times. :[

that's kinda punch me.......in ma face.
i realized. i miss him.
i missed being around him, laughin with him, smilin with him, punch him when he tell me a joke. :[
goin to different school isn't sumethin that we could change. there's nothin we could do. No-Thin.
kinda hate that.

mybe imma bit selfish here.....
but hell-yeah! i wanna do that to! i wanna do some school stuff together with him.
like go to canteen together, go home together, study for mid test, or ANY TEST together.....
Really........

salah gasih gue?
Kesannya gue kayak egois, udah tau jelas-jelas beda sekolah masih minta yang muluuuk. busuuuk dasar emang laraas-_- Tapi gue.....................................................mau.

HUBLA!