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Rasanya pengen nulis tapi gabisa nulis. serasa semua lumpuh. serasa gapernah belajar alfabet, serasa gatau apa itu frase dan kalimat. seakan gatau apa aja komposisi kalimat.
seakan disedot semua ingatannya, seakan gapernah tau kalo 1 + 1 itu 2.
semuanya berasa di ambil sementara.

Gatau cara merepresntasikannya gimana, tapi somehow pengen banget merangnkai kata yang merepresentasikannya biar beban yang di bawa di pikiran sama di salah satu organ itu berpindah sedikit ke kata kata itu, tapi tetep ganemu yang pas.

:) saya tau konklusinya, itu intinya.

Thoose things thats much more precious!

Hey gais! it's been a very loooooooooooooooooong time since the last time i posted something here.
i won't say a thing about the reason why i did that. Because i guess all of you've known what happened (?) okay i made this sounds tooooooooooooooooo dramatic.
But its not.
it's just a mid term test!

So, in my free times, i try to post something here. because i'm kinda miss writting about something. yeah, something- :D

SO!
Im havin such a bad time like rite now. Bad things happend. few things happened and its not like what i expected. its just, i do feel like my world is fallin now. LITERALLY
why?
yeah.
few things happened and its NOT like what i expected. so, i guess i have right to be dissapointed here. to who? me of course. my-own-self.

well. ?
So.....

And the conclution is?

 

which one do i choose?
maybe its easy to say that im gonna choose to try harder.
and im not gonna say that, i will choose it, rite away after i have something that breaks me down.
i need time
i need friends
i need a support
and i need myself to believe, that's the most important thing.
once again, i'm not sayin thats its gonna be easy for me. because writting it here is WAY MUCH MORE EASIER THAN DOING IT.

So :) i'm hoping a pray from all of you guys. i'm on my way back to be more optimist and to try harder.