1st day

The picture was taken about 12 minutes ago. this is my first time and also my first day. hope, that i'll have that "long nice weekend" 

and for you, how are you? i hope you'll enjoy ur holiday as i do. :) just....................................thanks :)

:"(

Hai! main tebak gambar yuk, coba gambar apa yang ada di samping ini? HAHA you got it. that's my beloved boekit doeri gays!
Gara gara banjir yang mengguyur kota jakartah tertjintah ini. Selasa kemarin, 15 januari 2013, pintu air katulampa udah SIAGA I!
dan itu berarti, si pintu akan di buka dan banjir akan segera menggenangi jakarta! especially sekolah gue yang emang (apesnya) terletak di dataran yang (super) rendah. gadeng rendah aja.


eventough gue, dan warga bukit duri (pendakinya) mengharapkan banget banjir ini dateng. karena ada niat busuk di baliknya (baca : Libur) tapi ternyata, this is not how we want our 'limited vacation' :( Sedih banget.
Mana warga sekitar 8 akhirnya harus mengungsi ke PJKA, tempat bobonya kereta api ituloh.... dan yang ngekos......, harus pulang. ada yang panik, ada yang macem macem deh.

i'm really really sorry for prayin like that, :( we're sorry boekit doeri!




Yak, gambar kedua yang sedang kalian pantengin ini, last update yang dikasih jam 16.40 tadi. air kembali naik :" padahal tadinya sempet turu, malahan tadi pagi gue udah berhasil menjangkau lokasi pengungsian, jadi aci bisa ngeliat kondisi lapangan. ngeliat apa apa yang dibutuhin dan lain lain.
Murid sama guru juga gak mau kalah aktif, mereka terus ngaish latest update! kondisi 8 gimana, air gimana, terus apa aja yang dibutuhin di lokasi pengungsian. dan lain lain.

dan kabar (burung) nya, sekolah gue bakal dipindah medan tempurnya. kalo ga salah baca dan beritanya gak cuma terbang kaya burung sih, bakal ke pusdiklat kuningan. iya. yang deket pasfes :) tapi macet hehe.

But no more complaining! udah banyak anak anak yang willing banget pengen mendaki boekit itu lagi. karena rasanya ga produktif di rumah itu ga aci' gais! :D
Segini
aja deh
OHIYA, kalo yang ingin membantu *boleh banget sangat* bisa dicek TLnya @kemas8 atau di @8gag akan disebutin, apa aja yang bisa di bantu :) MAKASIH^^

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iniloh, yang kemarin kamu bilangkan. waktu kamu gak sengaja mampir? inikan. saat itu, aku pengen senyum ngelak, kalo itu bukan destinasinya. tapi, yaa karena kamu udah terlanjur pergi. jadi aku biarin aja. terus aku cari deh. dan aku nemu ini. kamu udah?
Kalo ternyata destinasi kamu juga beda sama aku, dan ternyata kamu juga cuma mampir. aku mungkin juga enggak bisa apa apa. aku mungkin juga cuma bisa, senyum ngeliat plat mobil kamu jalan pergi kaya kemarin. toh kamu sama aku enggak ada yang salahkan?
Yang aku enggak mau cuma kemamipiran sementara aku di destinasi lain itu. yang mungkin gak asing lagi bagi aku sama kamu. iyakan?
Gapernah ngelak kok, aku selalu percaya kalo akan selalu ada hal baik.kamu juga. tapi apa hal baiknya? ya mungkin ada juga waktu yang baik buat bilangnya.

Menyamakan destinasi? kamu tau banget jawaban aku apa. :)

if i could just

if i could just, scream out loud, and tell everything. if only i can. i can't, can i?

so i guess here it is. the harbour that i want to go to..... , i have found it? nope. i won't say that. i'm still 16, going on 17. i'm just a teenager. bute let me tell you. that, i think i want to go to that place, for a while. i don't know for how long. but, i just want to go there, live there, have a life there. put my faith on that place. put my hope, my dreams, and anything else. that's what i want to do now.

but  what will happen? i never know, well maybe. i don't know. but maybe, i will. when? dunno. :)

setelah itu

sesaat setelah itu. aku berasa bukan apa apa. berasa gaada apa apa. padahal baru bisa di bilang, pasca beberapa menit setelah merasakan bebasnya merpati yang udah di kekang lama. sayang ya?
Mau apa juga emangnya aku? bisa apa juga?
Orang aku aja melakukannya. dengan diluar batas kesadaranku. aku aja mungkin, berarti bukan hal yang gak mungkin dong. orang sama aku aja terjadi?
Terlebih lagi, memang ada yang di banggakan, emang ada yang dicari, dijadiin pusat perhatian. gakaya aku, yang cuma jadi garis batas yang cuma jadi pengingat aja.
Buktinya sekarang? emang keliatan aku gaada bedanyakan? huh, paling depan di barisan tapi akunya juga ngeleng kemana. gimana kalo sama kamu? ya cuma Allah sama kamu yang tau.
Mungkin emang jadi pengingatku, kalo sejauh jauhnya merpati terbang. dia akan nemuin batas wilayahnya. Yang jelas, apa yang aku punya sekarang gabisa ilang dengan sekali jentikan walau dengan mantra apapun.
hm :)

Jadi

I want to write something. i know exactly what am i going to write. and i want to share it. here. now. 

But i can't. i just can't. can't find the right reason. and words to describe how curious i am rite now.

The point is. i don't know what the point is. or maybe, i do know. but i don't want to admit it. because that 

thing.... well that statement, makes me wonder about a lot of thing(s)!

okay, i know you're confuse! so do i-_- but there it is. you can see me. and i'm sure you know now, because  

that thing has made me feel this way, and write like this. yeps pointless. maybe i'll delete this post later, but 

not now. i just want to describe, how am i feeling. like this, confused, want to know the exactly reason why 

am i writting like this, or what's the reason behind this, AND MANY OTHER THINGS. or maybe, i don't 

want to write, i just want to................................................................knock the keyboard?-_-

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Shh. picking words and make it become a title is definetely the hardest thing to do, when you're about to write something! like this one, i have no idea what the tittle is. but i want to write, so here i am. writting.

seriously, 2 post with almost exactly the same theme, at the same day? no kidding. i really miss my grandparents. today, when i woke up, i feel like, "oh crap, today they're heading back home" but then after they've left my house, my parents went to work, both of my sisters are gone. going somewhere with their friends. i'm home with my youngest brother, he's only 2 years old let me tell you. i feel nothing. it's like the old dayssssssssssssssss when i have to take care of him. waiting for him to get slepy then bum! i can do whatever i want!

But then, when i took a shower at 2 o'clock! yep a few minutes ago, hehehe this is holiday(s) guys! seriously? taking a shower is......., ok. back to topic. when i was about to take shower, i felt like something missing, you know. ussually there's gonna be someone who's yelling at me, tell me to take a bath. and me? with all  of thoose lazy foot walk to the bathroom and havin some!

But today. it was gone. gone. like, no one yelled. no one tell me to take a bath. no one tell me to look after my youngest brother. there isn't my cousins voices, WHICH IS i tell you REALLY ANNOYING, but...... make me miss them-_-V

i know now i'm actin like a child. childish. i was suppoused to be grow up, rite? just forget about all those sad things, and focus to my school, that about to start in a couple of days! but i can't. sorry. i think i have to let that feeling free first, then i'll get back my focus.

ANYWAY. sudahi dulu aja ya. so, i'm out guys!!

o-v-e-r

yep, when i wrote this down. my grandma and grandpa are heading back to semarang, which................... i can't stand it! at first everything seems so........ ussual, normal. you know, that "yeay me" when your family come and visit around? yeah, that's what happened to me. when they arrived here.
i am happy. but not that excited. i'm just glad, that i would spend my new year's eve with them, and almost the entire family.

and then days passed. we went to a lot of place, um a lot of restaurant maybe. My parents, my uncle and my aunty who live in Jakarta, always want to show Jakarta to my grandparents. So when my grandparents got here, they took them to everywhere, to try everything. and what's fun from that? me and my cousins also my sisters, are getting "them" to. you know, foods in this place, on that place. in many places! that's cool!

at the new year's eve. we celebrated it, at my new home (Allhamdulillah) we roasted corns, and my mum bought so many foods!! Tell me about it! i was so excited! and then we had visitors! it was my grandma's sister and her family. they just arrived at jakarta, from surabaya. so, they stopped by. and visit around!
When my grandma, granpa, my parents, my aunty, my uncle were busy, they welcomed the guest, and talked, and talked and talked. about everything. We (me, my sisters, and my cousins) are playing upstairs, in my sisters room's we play a lot of things, share stories, and many other things!

Eyang Ndaru (my grandma's sister) and her family finnaly came home at 4 o'clock! tell me about it! We (me, my sisters and my cousins) were hoping that, they wouldn't come home untill subuh! that would be fun. we would have so much time to share! but we didn't lucky. so, as soon as Eyang Ndaru came home. we had to go to sleep. so we did. :\
and.... that was how i spend my new year's eve, eventough i really really want to spend it (maybe next year :p) with my friends! i think, that will be Soooooooooooooo, Ah-Ma-wait for it-ZING!! AMAZING!! maybe i have to wait for another year for it, hahaha that's okay. i think that is something that so much worth to wait!

So after that, we try some new places again (um restaurant. llike i said). and here it comes! today! they are going back to semarang! I can't stand it. well, i tell you. ussually we spend the new year's eve at Semarang. well, "we" here are me, my sisters, my cousins who live in Jakarta, any my other cousins that live in semarang, their parents, and of course my grandparents!

We ussually buy "martabak favorit", terompet (sorry dk what's terompet in english), and many other things. what we do? almost the same. we'll wait for the 00.00 then we'll blow our terompet, yelling happy new year to the sky, have some dinner, go to sleep, andddddd awake in the another year! hahahaha.

But, this year. is a little bit different. because , i'm not live in my old house (read : pindahan) we celebrate the new year's eve at my new house (Allhamdulillah).

BACK TO THE TOPIC. and now i miss semarang. i miss my grandparents house, i miss our favourite foods  " Telor hongkong, babat gongso, lumpia". i miss how i hate my cousins when they asked me to play hide and seek, petak jongkok, asrama-asramaan. MISS THEM ALL. YEPS. A-LOT!!

But all i can do is nothing. rite? so, i'm just sitting here. writting in my blog, and waiting for 'that day' come! what day? 7th January 2013! the first day of school, and all of thoose works that waiting to be done.
i know, i can't complain. is shouldn't! this is my responsbility! this is my duty. my risk from the decission that i have made.
and there's nothing i can do about it.

SO. I'M JUST GONNA WRITE IT DOWN ANYWAY!!

Thanks, for this wonderfull holiday ya Allah. the new house, my family, the celebration, and many other things. i can't ask for more (can i? haha joking) i hope, i will be able to do it again later!!

and for my families! especially my grandparents, i miss you guys already, like A-L-O-T! but that's fine. that's good. it means i love u guys rite? hahaha. yeaaah, take care yaps!!
we all are going to miss you guys a-lot *how many times did i say this? pardon me wkwkwk*

LOVE YOU!!!!!

2013 ☀

So, its the first january of 2013 already guys! first of all, i'd like to say, Happy New Year to You All!! May God bless us! and let's hope we'll get better than 2012, and everything we've planned will be done, perfectly. Amin

So. i bet in this new year, with all thoose new spirit, we're hoping about everything. e-very-thing!
yeah, tell me about it.

SO, I'M JUST HOPING. REALLY REALLY HOPING GUYS. I NEED YOUR PRAY.
now, i finally made my decision! in, which colage that i want to go.

Just, wish me tons of luck!
Thanks! :D


And by the way! HAPPY NEW YEAR! for you especially. thanks for making me laugh. everytime i talk to you. and thanks for being the best friend ever! I don't want to lose that. for sure!