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yep, when i wrote this down. my grandma and grandpa are heading back to semarang, which................... i can't stand it! at first everything seems so........ ussual, normal. you know, that "yeay me" when your family come and visit around? yeah, that's what happened to me. when they arrived here.
i am happy. but not that excited. i'm just glad, that i would spend my new year's eve with them, and almost the entire family.

and then days passed. we went to a lot of place, um a lot of restaurant maybe. My parents, my uncle and my aunty who live in Jakarta, always want to show Jakarta to my grandparents. So when my grandparents got here, they took them to everywhere, to try everything. and what's fun from that? me and my cousins also my sisters, are getting "them" to. you know, foods in this place, on that place. in many places! that's cool!

at the new year's eve. we celebrated it, at my new home (Allhamdulillah) we roasted corns, and my mum bought so many foods!! Tell me about it! i was so excited! and then we had visitors! it was my grandma's sister and her family. they just arrived at jakarta, from surabaya. so, they stopped by. and visit around!
When my grandma, granpa, my parents, my aunty, my uncle were busy, they welcomed the guest, and talked, and talked and talked. about everything. We (me, my sisters, and my cousins) are playing upstairs, in my sisters room's we play a lot of things, share stories, and many other things!

Eyang Ndaru (my grandma's sister) and her family finnaly came home at 4 o'clock! tell me about it! We (me, my sisters and my cousins) were hoping that, they wouldn't come home untill subuh! that would be fun. we would have so much time to share! but we didn't lucky. so, as soon as Eyang Ndaru came home. we had to go to sleep. so we did. :\
and.... that was how i spend my new year's eve, eventough i really really want to spend it (maybe next year :p) with my friends! i think, that will be Soooooooooooooo, Ah-Ma-wait for it-ZING!! AMAZING!! maybe i have to wait for another year for it, hahaha that's okay. i think that is something that so much worth to wait!

So after that, we try some new places again (um restaurant. llike i said). and here it comes! today! they are going back to semarang! I can't stand it. well, i tell you. ussually we spend the new year's eve at Semarang. well, "we" here are me, my sisters, my cousins who live in Jakarta, any my other cousins that live in semarang, their parents, and of course my grandparents!

We ussually buy "martabak favorit", terompet (sorry dk what's terompet in english), and many other things. what we do? almost the same. we'll wait for the 00.00 then we'll blow our terompet, yelling happy new year to the sky, have some dinner, go to sleep, andddddd awake in the another year! hahahaha.

But, this year. is a little bit different. because , i'm not live in my old house (read : pindahan) we celebrate the new year's eve at my new house (Allhamdulillah).

BACK TO THE TOPIC. and now i miss semarang. i miss my grandparents house, i miss our favourite foods  " Telor hongkong, babat gongso, lumpia". i miss how i hate my cousins when they asked me to play hide and seek, petak jongkok, asrama-asramaan. MISS THEM ALL. YEPS. A-LOT!!

But all i can do is nothing. rite? so, i'm just sitting here. writting in my blog, and waiting for 'that day' come! what day? 7th January 2013! the first day of school, and all of thoose works that waiting to be done.
i know, i can't complain. is shouldn't! this is my responsbility! this is my duty. my risk from the decission that i have made.
and there's nothing i can do about it.

SO. I'M JUST GONNA WRITE IT DOWN ANYWAY!!

Thanks, for this wonderfull holiday ya Allah. the new house, my family, the celebration, and many other things. i can't ask for more (can i? haha joking) i hope, i will be able to do it again later!!

and for my families! especially my grandparents, i miss you guys already, like A-L-O-T! but that's fine. that's good. it means i love u guys rite? hahaha. yeaaah, take care yaps!!
we all are going to miss you guys a-lot *how many times did i say this? pardon me wkwkwk*

LOVE YOU!!!!!