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Shh. picking words and make it become a title is definetely the hardest thing to do, when you're about to write something! like this one, i have no idea what the tittle is. but i want to write, so here i am. writting.

seriously, 2 post with almost exactly the same theme, at the same day? no kidding. i really miss my grandparents. today, when i woke up, i feel like, "oh crap, today they're heading back home" but then after they've left my house, my parents went to work, both of my sisters are gone. going somewhere with their friends. i'm home with my youngest brother, he's only 2 years old let me tell you. i feel nothing. it's like the old dayssssssssssssssss when i have to take care of him. waiting for him to get slepy then bum! i can do whatever i want!

But then, when i took a shower at 2 o'clock! yep a few minutes ago, hehehe this is holiday(s) guys! seriously? taking a shower is......., ok. back to topic. when i was about to take shower, i felt like something missing, you know. ussually there's gonna be someone who's yelling at me, tell me to take a bath. and me? with all  of thoose lazy foot walk to the bathroom and havin some!

But today. it was gone. gone. like, no one yelled. no one tell me to take a bath. no one tell me to look after my youngest brother. there isn't my cousins voices, WHICH IS i tell you REALLY ANNOYING, but...... make me miss them-_-V

i know now i'm actin like a child. childish. i was suppoused to be grow up, rite? just forget about all those sad things, and focus to my school, that about to start in a couple of days! but i can't. sorry. i think i have to let that feeling free first, then i'll get back my focus.

ANYWAY. sudahi dulu aja ya. so, i'm out guys!!