01042011

Hewla! 


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i'm fallin in love with this font size. smallest. 
so... it's smallest font. but you still can see. what am i saying. in this blog.




so. i'm just thingking about somethin. somethin that happened to me. and must be happened to everyone else.... and what is that?


imagine, if you're in a trouble. or mybe you've got something to say, because someone that important in your life, has did something bad. or mybe something that makes you cried. or even feel useless and hopeless.
and it's happening to me rite now. and now i'm feelin totally...........
BAD.


you know. when i get mad bcs of some reason.,... i'm going be like

YOU'RE JERK!!

YOU MAKE ME CRY

YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME

YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY

etc.

and in my mind. he's the one who did all of this. but i never think how does he feel. or why did he do that? there's must be a reason rite? even baby's crying for a reason!!

and now...... i realised i'm the one who deserved this label

JERK.

yes i'am. i deserved that.

bcs of what?

I never asking what's going on with him

I never asking what does he want

I never asking or giving more attention

and when i get jealous when he's talking with other girls. mybe that girl. she can make he laughs and feel comfortable. and for that. iim really sorry.

i'm sorry. bcs i can't be better than her.

i'm sorry bcs i always get your day more sucks than before

i'm sorry for being the shellfish girl ever

i;m sorry for myself acring like that,

S.O.R.R.Y!