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You. 

 i still can't explain the things that happened between us. i get jeaolus easily so easy. that's because i don't wanna loose you. you. you. 

i'm sorry if that's really bother you. but do you know? even if i know. you won't read this silly post. 

i just want you to know. heard your laugh. heard your voice. really. i feel really comfort. at first, i want to yell at you, out loud, but then..... heard your laugh, it's makes me stop. always

the person who always laughed when i phoned him. is the person that i loved the most.

i miss it. i miss your voice. i miss your laughed. in the middle of that kinda situatuion or mybe this kinda situation. i need you. but i can't tell it. i don't know. i keep telling myself all oh the bull that full of shit. that's everything going to be just okay. but then i can't stand it.

do you know......................

i just can't tell you what the hell is going on. and i really mad at myself for acting like that.

i miss you. so damn much. you just donna...... i wanna hug you.hold you tight. won't let you go. i want to be in your arms.

and there's so many fckn things that i 'can't' write it here.

Just keep laughing and smilling okay? bcs that's the reason i open my eyes every morning. <3