04.04.2011.

Gue tau. Lo gak akan baca.
Gue tau. postingan gue gak akan ngubah apapun.
Gue tau. setelah gue nerbitin postingan ini, dunia bakal tetep jalan.


Bumi bakal tetep berotasi 24 jam
Bumi bakal tetep berevolusi 365 Hari
Sekarang bakal tetep jadi tanggal 5 april 2011
dan..... lo bakal tetep jadi lo. yang sudah resmi keluar dari lingkaran kehidupan gue.


Tapi gue juga bakal tetep ngomong..........


I know i can't be your girl any longer.
I can't be the one who said 'happy Birthday' in the end of the day. and hoping that she will be the last girl in your life. and in your heart.
I can't be the one who told you, that i'm scared of loosing you. 
I can't be the one who get mad, when you're chating with another girl.
No.
I Know i can't.


Even i don't have a chance to tell the world, it was you who guarded my heart.
It was you the reason i smile
It was you the reason i cry
It was you the reason i open my eyes every morning. just want to make sure, that you've texted me. start the day with me.
It was you who make me this way
It was you who told me what to do
It was you who make me feel loved
It was you who make me laughed
It was you who make me wanna scream out loud
It was you. the reason why i wanna buy a guitar and learn a song. so that i can play a song for you.


It Was You.


I know we've decided to do this. and i'm sure for God Shake. i don't want to feel 'regret' bcs this is the best for us? Nah. i don't wanna say that. it's happened because it has to be.
Many song
Many words
Many sentences
Many laughed
Many Tears
Many feelings...


That you've given me, for this 1 month eleven days. and i'm thankfull to GOD for that.


Even we're done. i still have a hope. simple hope. million people hope.


'Hope that we will someone esle. who can make us happy. and smile everday"


Gracias. Dickson Ardhana Satria Kumara!