it's just a lyrics

Turn Around - Bruno Mars

Ah Ah I Don't Know Why Why

It Seems Like Every Other Night You Pick A Fight Fight

And I Know I Do The Same

Be Calling You Out Your Name

This Is Not What Lovers Are Supposed To Do Do

You Tell Me To Go I Start Walking Out

But We Both Know What We're All about

We Fuss Fight and Scream and Its All Because Of Love

But you and I both know We Ain't Never Giving up

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

Now wait, wait Before You Say Say

Something You Know You'll Take Back Later on Today

Sometimes You Drive Me Crazy But I Love You Babe

All I Ask Is That You'll Always Appreciate Me

You Tell Me To Go I Start Walking Out

But We Both Know What We're All about

We Fuss, Fight and Scream But Its All Because Of Love

But you and I both know We Ain't Never Giving up

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

Ain't Nobody That Can Love Me

Like You Love Me

That's Why I Always Turn Around

For you You Y-You You You....

Ain't Nobody That Can Love Me

Like You Love Me

That's Why I Always Turn Around

For you You Y-You You You....

Everytime I Try To Leave Something Tells Me Turn Around

Cause How Could I Ever Leave The Only One That Holds Me Down

Cause I Know We Can Work It Out Work It Out

Talk It Out Talk It Out

Stick It Out Stick It Out Oooh

Everytime I Try To Leave I Know We Can Figure It Out

That's Why I Always Turn Around

******************

Stutter- Maroon 5

I really, I really

Whoa oh, I really need to know
(I really, I really)
Whoa oh, or else you gotta let me go
(I really, I really)

This time I really need to do things right
Shivers that you give me, keep me freezing all night
You make me, shut up oooh yeah

I can’t believe it I’m not myself
Certainly I’m thinking about no one else
You make me, shut up

I really, I really need to know
Or else you gotta let me go
Oooh

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is just you and me always

Give me affection I need your perfection
Cause it feels so good you make me
s-stutter, stutter

If I could touch you I’d never let go
Now you got me screaming
And I cannot, shut up, oh, shut up, yeah

Now I am lying on a bedroom floor
Barely even speaking and I cannot, get up

And I really, I really, I really need to know
Or else you gotta let me go
Ooooh

You’re just a fantasy, girl, it’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is, you and me always

Give me affection I need your protection
‘Cause you feel so good, you make me
S-stutter, (I really, I really) stutter, stutter

You knock me down I can’t get up
I’m stuck
Gotta stop shaking me up
I can’t eat, can’t sleep can’t think sane
Get under, sinking under

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always
I need you every day pay some attention to me
All I want is you and me always

You’re just a fantasy, girl
It’s an impossible world
All I want is to be with you always

Give me affection
I need your protection
‘Cause it feels so good to make me
S-stutter

(I really – I really)
You make me s-stutter
(I really – I really)
You make me s-stutter

01052011

what the hell is wrong with girls? why do they cry over things easily? why do they have to worry about their look? why do they couldn't forget the things boys could never remember? why do they have to remember all the damn little things boys say? why do they set their hopes too high, and burst into tears when they fall? why do they often sleep their pain to sleep?

God knowssss why do i have to be those-mentioned-girls.

i am freakin' weak.

This post. i reblog it from amy's blog. 

bcs i do feel that-way. and keep askin the same question.

What the hell is wrong with me?

The Most Wonderfull Gift

What word can describe them? None!

<3 Similikiti For Sure

Colsky!!!!!!!!!

The best class ever!

Eiffel! One of the 7 wonderfull things in the world.

and that's someone for me

B-Channel!!!

can you even believe? me? defenitelly not.

 KADL! 

i can't find another picture and that's pathetic! 

K = Karima

A = Andini

D = Dinti

L = Laras!

#Crematite.

=

L.O.V.E

thoose are the most wonderfull Gift that GOD gave me in my #Forlcendrix Live. there're no one can replaced them!

I love them for sure. they've given me so many memories more then i can imagine. and i Love them!

If you want to try to steal them. there's no doubt your life will be more misrable than before! xoxo

they've given me the most wonderfull and unpredictable also undescribeable time in my life!

they make me feel loved, they make me love them.

They're my Life, breath, spirit, love, heart!

.

Dear D,


it's been 26 days since 4th april. you know. i know. everbody know. we're done since that day. but... done doesn't mean that i'm not your firends anymore rite? okay whatever. friends, enemy or what. that 4th april thing shouldn't make us this way. what do i mean with this way? yap! i just want to hang around again with you. i just wanna say 'hi' again. i just wanna be your friends. i just want to have another silly conf with you? is that even wrong?! what the....., everytime i try to start a convertation you always make it as a fight. no. i don't want it. what's wrong with say 'hi' and talking? no, there isn't. please. i don't want to be your...........enemy?or what. i can't decide what do you want to call me. but at last, can you please appreciate it? when i try to talk to you? it's just a TALK. i don't have any reason behind that EXECPT want to shill out with my friends. I never heard this story from your side. but please..... if i do have wrong with you, go and tell me. Yell at me if that's necesarry. tell me by talk to me. or texted me. or whatever but don't act like this!
Do you know? it's pretty hurt. when you kust wanna talk to someone and he make it as a fight!!! it's just a talk. you know. it's pretty sucks. really sucks acctually. yeah i do miss you. that's normal isn't it? so. if we can't get in touch with 'that' way. atlast.....can we have a small talk? and get laugh in the middle of night again?




Dear Eiffel,


wow. i don't know where do i wanna start. yaps. mybe i can start with 'her' hai! finnaly you've fallin in love (again) and i hope you get it rite this time. you know..... when i look at her, my mind goin crazy, shootin somethin as 'how lucky she is, how pretty she is, how happy her life is' :) and i'm happy and glad because she can make you said, the word that you never said before. and i'm happy for you^^ really. but noowwwwwww. i want you to tell her. in the rite time. don't let anybody get's her heart. you deserve her :) well i guest that' all...... CONGRATS!!




Dear you,


Hey you. you're pretty :) you're kind. and. you. have. him. as. a. person. who. loved. you. i'm no one. i shouldn't say this. but...................................please, take care of him? could you? take care of his heart? can you? dnt make it difficult. okey. he loved you. and you loved him.
Go and have a wonderfull world!

PENTING GAPENTING BIKIN SENENG DAN SPEECHLESS!!! SOMBONG DULU YAAA^^

Jadi singkatnya, gue sama mega. habis nonton film yang berjudul 'crazy little thing called love' ituu. trus berakhir air mata gitu. karena emang filmnya unyu, truss pas filmnya udah selesai kita bingung gitu mau ngapain. 
akhirnya..... buka twitter, DAN MENEMUKAN KEAJAIBAN DUNIA YANG KE 8 *lebay dikit boyee*

click to enlarge

 

-

Untittled.
i bet it's not the first time i postoed something and it has no tittle. i just dont knw.....what tittle that deserve this post.




okay. now how do i feel? to be honestly.
i don't know 


but i think that i'm scared.
scared of what? huh?


i don't know..... okay. honestly i'm scared of myself,
why? i can't explain it.
it's so fckn complicated.
but the point is............... i'm scared. of many things. include myself and E! 

t's just........ i don't want this silly things change things. so many things. i just wanna stay, like this. yeah, this way. it's better than loose anything :) 

this, is. it.

okay want to know the fvkn truth?
i'm scared
strat this fckn part again......

yeah. this fckn part. i'm scared to start and enter this part (again).

04.04.2011.

Gue tau. Lo gak akan baca.
Gue tau. postingan gue gak akan ngubah apapun.
Gue tau. setelah gue nerbitin postingan ini, dunia bakal tetep jalan.


Bumi bakal tetep berotasi 24 jam
Bumi bakal tetep berevolusi 365 Hari
Sekarang bakal tetep jadi tanggal 5 april 2011
dan..... lo bakal tetep jadi lo. yang sudah resmi keluar dari lingkaran kehidupan gue.


Tapi gue juga bakal tetep ngomong..........


I know i can't be your girl any longer.
I can't be the one who said 'happy Birthday' in the end of the day. and hoping that she will be the last girl in your life. and in your heart.
I can't be the one who told you, that i'm scared of loosing you. 
I can't be the one who get mad, when you're chating with another girl.
No.
I Know i can't.


Even i don't have a chance to tell the world, it was you who guarded my heart.
It was you the reason i smile
It was you the reason i cry
It was you the reason i open my eyes every morning. just want to make sure, that you've texted me. start the day with me.
It was you who make me this way
It was you who told me what to do
It was you who make me feel loved
It was you who make me laughed
It was you who make me wanna scream out loud
It was you. the reason why i wanna buy a guitar and learn a song. so that i can play a song for you.


It Was You.


I know we've decided to do this. and i'm sure for God Shake. i don't want to feel 'regret' bcs this is the best for us? Nah. i don't wanna say that. it's happened because it has to be.
Many song
Many words
Many sentences
Many laughed
Many Tears
Many feelings...


That you've given me, for this 1 month eleven days. and i'm thankfull to GOD for that.


Even we're done. i still have a hope. simple hope. million people hope.


'Hope that we will someone esle. who can make us happy. and smile everday"


Gracias. Dickson Ardhana Satria Kumara!

01042011

Hewla! 


hari ini sepertinya saya akan kembali nyampah. so be patient for reading ya^^


i'm fallin in love with this font size. smallest. 
so... it's smallest font. but you still can see. what am i saying. in this blog.




so. i'm just thingking about somethin. somethin that happened to me. and must be happened to everyone else.... and what is that?


imagine, if you're in a trouble. or mybe you've got something to say, because someone that important in your life, has did something bad. or mybe something that makes you cried. or even feel useless and hopeless.
and it's happening to me rite now. and now i'm feelin totally...........
BAD.


you know. when i get mad bcs of some reason.,... i'm going be like

YOU'RE JERK!!

YOU MAKE ME CRY

YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME

YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY

etc.

and in my mind. he's the one who did all of this. but i never think how does he feel. or why did he do that? there's must be a reason rite? even baby's crying for a reason!!

and now...... i realised i'm the one who deserved this label

JERK.

yes i'am. i deserved that.

bcs of what?

I never asking what's going on with him

I never asking what does he want

I never asking or giving more attention

and when i get jealous when he's talking with other girls. mybe that girl. she can make he laughs and feel comfortable. and for that. iim really sorry.

i'm sorry. bcs i can't be better than her.

i'm sorry bcs i always get your day more sucks than before

i'm sorry for being the shellfish girl ever

i;m sorry for myself acring like that,

S.O.R.R.Y!

?

You. 

 i still can't explain the things that happened between us. i get jeaolus easily so easy. that's because i don't wanna loose you. you. you. 

i'm sorry if that's really bother you. but do you know? even if i know. you won't read this silly post. 

i just want you to know. heard your laugh. heard your voice. really. i feel really comfort. at first, i want to yell at you, out loud, but then..... heard your laugh, it's makes me stop. always

the person who always laughed when i phoned him. is the person that i loved the most.

i miss it. i miss your voice. i miss your laughed. in the middle of that kinda situatuion or mybe this kinda situation. i need you. but i can't tell it. i don't know. i keep telling myself all oh the bull that full of shit. that's everything going to be just okay. but then i can't stand it.

do you know......................

i just can't tell you what the hell is going on. and i really mad at myself for acting like that.

i miss you. so damn much. you just donna...... i wanna hug you.hold you tight. won't let you go. i want to be in your arms.

and there's so many fckn things that i 'can't' write it here.

Just keep laughing and smilling okay? bcs that's the reason i open my eyes every morning. <3

01-04-2011

hei.


gue beneran labil. tadinya mau nulis di blog.mau tereak *yangpadahaludahjelasgabisa* mau cerita.dsb.sekarang ga.mud.at.all. need moodbuster!!


udahlahya....................posting foto aja ya ;) #gapentingabis

i just wanna say. thoose are the sweetest memories i've ever had. so don't even try to steal it from me with any reason. or i will kill you with the way you never tought, and for GOD shake i'm serious....... :D

TAK PERNAH SETENGAH HATI by TOMPI.m4v

Harus tau. ini beneran unyu.

gue beneran jadi ornag yang paling iri sama yang mereka lakuin. mereka tetep bahagia. no matter what! that's what i called LOVE!

dan gue benerna I-R-I gue mau. sejalan sepikiran sama mereka :)

8

hewla.


Kenapa posting saya berjudul 8? karena apa yang bakal saya bicarakan. gak akan ada ujungnya kayak angkan 8 :D sudah cukup sok disini.wqwq.


oke.sebenarnya kali ini. saya tidak mau berkata banyak. cuma ingin memperlihatkan.....


beberapa gambar yang menghibur gue, dan melambangkan gue hari ini^^

the last thing that i want you to know is. no matter what you said,what you did, and how many fckn times i told you i mad at you. still, i'm scared of losing you. eventough i have cried. or mybe get hurted by what you did. i still....miss you. and i don't care about what they've said about you, the only thing i care about is you. so let's just be honest, and tell each other the truth? i know you're a good man. you just haven't showed it yet. i'm still waiting for it. but remember........... waits takes times. and don't blaime me for the risk that i take, and you made!

?

Hai. sesuai sama title. gue gak tau mau ngomong apa di post kali ini. gue beneran enggak tau. tapi banyak yang pengen gue omongin, dan mengingat enggak ada judul yang pas sama apa yang bakal gue omongin. dan mau gue narik garis selurus apapun gabakal ada titik terang. jadi tittlenya ttp Untitled. tapi tetep ada banyak yang mau disampein sama anak perempuan berumur 14 tahun yang lagi ngadepin ujian ini.




- AWESOME!
jadi kemaren denger dari mega, kalo ada blog seorang anak yang sepantaran yang bisa dibilang keren. dan bagus. jadi saya hari ini mengecek, dan ngeklik apa yang dibilang kawan saya itu. 
Habis baca. padahal baru posting awal. gue udah gak bisa berkata-kata. KEREN bukan keren yang uptodate, colorfull, dsb. tapi BAHASANYA. dia seumuran sama gue, bahkan setaun lebih muda. tapi sekarang dia udah menduduki bangku SMA ternama di jakarta. tapi bahasanya, lebih dari yang lo semua bayangin.
sekarang lo liat, posting gue gak ada satupun yang penting. tapi posting dia.........bener-bener. paling enggak dari tiap posting lo bisa ambil 1 kesimpulan buat hidup lo.
dan gue beneran ngerasa blog gue jauh dari kata "BERMANFAAT" blog dia beneran keren.sangat keren. bahkan keempat ibu jari yang gue punya, belom cukup melambangkan gimana perasaan gue terhadap blog itu(?) INTINYA KEREN.




- PISAH.
Hai. taukan hari ini tanggal berapa? 12 maret 2011. bentar lagi ujian nasional. dan Lulus. berbagai orang nanggepin kata itu dengan bermilyar tanggepan. termasuk gue. gue cuma anak ingusan yang masih belom ngerti apa-apa.plus labil. tapi gue berhak ngerasa apa yang gue rasainkan?


1.BAHAGIA
yang ini pasti. sangat, berarti kerja keras(?) gue selama 3 tahun ini berbuah hasil. dan semoga hasilnya menyenangkan.amin. tapi pastinya gue seneng, karena setelah 3 tahun pake rok biru. gue dinyatakan sanggup ngelanjutin ke jenjang selanjutnya. gue dikatakan mampu. dengak kata "LULUS" itu.


2. Sedih
yang ini, gue gak tau gimana dengan orang lain. tapi gue pasti. gue ulang. pasti bakalan sedih. kenapa? karena gue bakal pisah sama banyak orang.mungkin enggak semua, karena beberapa dari mereka bakal ketemu sama gue lagi di SMA. amin. 


1. COLSKY's member!


yang ini. gue pasti beneran sedih. gak kerasa. sekarang kalo ditanya, gue bangga, gue jawab "kelas 9'' rasanya baru kemaren. gue herpes. gue stress pas bokap telfon gue buat ngasih tau hasil pengumuman psb- smp Labs. 
Rasanya baru kemaren, gue jingkrak-jingkrak tau gue diterima. dan gue sakit bersamaan dengan pengumuman itu.
baru kemaren rasanya gue di MOS, dan kenal sama orang-orang dengan berjuta karakter.
rasanya baru kemaren, gue sidang kartul. Nangis pas INVITA. galau gara-gara hal yang gak jelas. dan sekarang.................................. Ujian udah neror gue buat jadi mangsa dia yang paling pertama.
dan ya. gue bakal kangen 9COLSKY! kelas gue! yang ngisi 1/2 hari gue. yang ngasih warna dalam pikiran gue. gue gak cuma kangen kelasnya, kangen suasananya dan pasti temen-temen gue yang tinggal 1 atap :') gak tau harus berapa milyar makasih yang gue ucapin. tapi Makasih semua :) 
gue bakal kangen suasana, saat ada guru yang masuk.dan kita pada kompak nanggepin.saat lastrun, saat......................banyak hal yang terjadi. <3 COLSKY!


2. Mr. D
Fyi, Mr, D. adalah raja neraka a.k.a Dickson Ardhana Satria Kumara. oke. bagian yang ini, silahkan ada scroll kebawah untuk skip jika memang gak pengen baca. tapi ya, gue emang bakal kangen sama bocah satu ini.


sama tengilnya dia....


sama suaranya......


sama senyumnya.....


sama mukanya......


sama....... dia :|


gue gak tau harus ngomong apalagi. tapi, gue beneran bakal kangen sama dia. Karena Allah ngasih jalan lain buat gue sm dia untuk melanjutkan ke jenjang SMA.yap. gue gak akan berada di 1 sekolah yang sama dengan dia. dan itu cukup membuat gue shock.


Gue gak mau berandai. tapi gue bener-bener berdoa. dia masuk 68! AMIN! jangan jauh-jauh ya sekolahnya. semoga masuk situ. amin.




3. LABSCHOOL!
yang ini. gue khususkan untuk 1 keluarga besar labschool.semua guru, dan anggota keluarga. yang udah warnain ketawa dan pikiran gue. makasih. banyak. banget. karena gak semua anak dapet kesempatan buat ngerasain jadi warga Labschool. dan gue beneran berterima kasih sama Allah, buat ngizinin gue masuk :)

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itulah yang menuhin pikiran gue sekarang, gue tau itu gak penting. tapi pikiran gue saat ini lagi gak butuh buat diisi sama hal [penting. apa aja. asal jangan bikin pusing. itu aja. ohiya ada surat, buat siapa? siapa aja........siapapun yang baca :)

Hallo semua........

hari ini, detik ini gue nulis surat ini. perasaan gue beneran sangat enggak jelas. ohiya sudah mau ujian nasional. dan semua pasti pengen hasil yang terbaik. untuk itu biar lancar, selain usaha.... gue juga mau minta maaf.

Maaf!

buat semua. buat kelakuan gue yang pasti ada kalanya gue lebih menyebalkan dari apa yang lo pikirin.

buat semua perkataan gue yang udah gue  lontarin, tanpa berfikir akibatnya bagi siapapun itu. maupun bagi diri gue sendiri.

buat keegoisan gue. 

dan buat semua kekurangan gue.

gue beneran enggak mau. udah usaha sampe enggak bisa nafas, ternyata enggak lancar dalam hasil karena gue bertingkah sangat bodoh dan idiot. Jadi maafin gue ya. maafin.

Buat papah sama mamah. maafin anak perempuan kalian ya. maafin tiap menit yang udah aku lewatin dengan membuat kalian jengkel, kesel, marah. maaf ya. mah. pah.


Buat semue temen-temen. gue tau gue pasti nyebelin bagi kalian. entah kapan itu. dan gue beneran minta maaf karena itu. maaf. maafin gue.


Buat bapak-ibu guuru. maafin saya ya pak, bu, saya udah ngomong enggak bener. bikin bapak sama ibu jengkel dan marah, padahal saya cuma anak umjur 14 tahun yang gak tau apa-apa ingusan dan masih harus banyak blajar. maaf ya pak, bu :)


buatdickson:)
Maaf ya son. kalo aku punya salah,pasti ada saatnya aku sangat menyebalkan. dan se-enaknya.sok-tau. dan sok-segalanya. maaf ya. :) gue gak tau harus ngomong apalagi. maaf ya son :)


dan buat yang baca, siapapun. maafin gue ya, kalo gue ada salah. dalam bentuk apapun dan kapanpun itu......
semoga kita semua lancar dalam setiap ujian.........dan masuk SMA yang diinginkan.AMIN.






sekian. wassalam :)

BISA!!

Hai. siapa yang udah pernah liat kaata dia atas? bagi yang belom. gue turut berduka cita ya :) berarti hidup lo bahagia banget(?)


Hari ini mau mosting. yang seharunsya gue udah vacum internet dari minggu lalu.tapi ini gabisa....tangan gatel pengen ngetik!!

UJIAN NASIONAL 2011

25 april - 28 april 2011

Kata itulah yang lagi mewarnai 98% pikiran anak kelas 9 SMP di INDONESIA! berani taruhan?ayo aja!

Ujian nasional! gue udah janji gak bakal ngeluh, bakalan semangat. tapi tetep aja..... udah enek denger kata UJIAN 

kata itu udah kayak suplemen yang harus gue makan tiap hari.gue denger. gue mau jalanin semua biasa lagi.biasa.beneran.biasa.

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

AYO RAS!

Ayo laras. lo pasti BISA. mampu. dapat. 

Not ready!

heyah!


so, kita ketemu lagi ceritanya.ooke.mood saya sedang sangat tidak indah (namanya juuga labil yegak) intinya mood gue lagi beneran ancur! 
seancur-ancurnya ancur! dan tadi ayahanda sedang tidak dalam mood yang indah juga. jadi berseteru, tambah badmoodlah gue.karena tidak sependapat. intinya tambah ancur.


Gatau ya. gue juga melihat buku agenda kedepan. semua berawal dari kata "ujian" harusnya gue jalanin tanpa beban tapi entah kenaapa. lebih susah dari membalikan kata-kata itu(?)


nih ya......


Minggu depan. TO MKS
+ 1 minggu lagi, UAS
+ 1 minggu lagi, UP
+ 1 minggu lagi, US.
then....................


3 weeks road to UN kawanku!!!






bisa bayangin?dulu kayaknya pas sd. gue gak segini stress ada ujian.santai aja. tp ini......... ya Allah, ikhlas ras.ikhlas.ikhlas.ikhlas^^ pasti bisa!!


Hanya ingin bicara...........


bentar lagi ujian. mohon doa ya semua. buat gue dan buat semua anak kelas 9 yang ngerasain betapa stress dan tegangnya detik-detik kayak gini. semoga kita semua di mudahin dalam segala hal. dan maafkan gue kalo ada salah ya. 

ADIIOS!!!! <3!